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Birthday: 6/29/1984


Interests: the human body - a living art and a breathing science... human psyche and pathology, so much remains unknown and yet to be uncovered.
Expertise: getting what i want, in some way, shape or form.. or whining to get it..
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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Member Since: 8/5/2004

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

back to iskwela

 

yeah, one year was enough. i miss the life of a faithful academic, school beckons... not ready for grad school, though. but i will have me some organic chemistry with a light topping of creative writing (i really need it!).  can't wait.

i dont know how i'll be able to juggle work, pay rent, work on my apartment, and manage As. we'll see.  

i'm such a nerd. i would love to take digital photography at Rice U, but for $400 for community education... hmmf. wanna sponsor me? *bats eyelashes

as for everything else, work is doing fine. i'm contemplating foregoing night shift diffs and being a regular diurnal creature like everyone else. but what's the fun in conforming? i kinda like the idea of being up at 2 am with only walmart to go to. not. i seriously like the shift differentials though.

i'm getting a raise. soon, hopefully. if they be so kind as to oversee the two episodes of oversleeping that sent me scampering to work an hour and a half late.. yes, oversleeping is a bizitch. invest in an alarm clock. trust not your cellphone.

write me back. i miss you too!


Saturday, July 07, 2007

updates...

hey folks, i've officially kicked myself out of my parents house! i've decided to move out closer to where i work. i live 5 minutes away from MD Anderson! wooohoo.

now the life of bills await. and i'm feeling it in my pocket, big time.
i've started with the mattress... next comes the couch and coffee table, dresser, rug, lamps.. oh and the weekly grocery! holy cr ap. $150 for groceries alone. life is expensive in the US.

hopefully my gas tank will last me longer.. for almost $3 a gallon, i need to find me another profession that'll pay for them bills! i'm happy though. finally feeling like i'm growing up. :o) i'll post pics of the new crib soon.

my birthday weekend went well: trip to san marcos, dinner at sullivans, got my apartment, moved my stuff, jetski in conroe, and a nice dinner with the family. thank you, thank you for the calls, messages, comments. you make me feel special by remembering me on my birthday.

as far as i'm concerned, birthdays after age 21 doesnt count for much, but i enjoy the fact that you all care enough to let me know i'm not forgotten.

thanks. love, lauren


Saturday, June 16, 2007

intimate strangers

my shift ended with a patient having to be intubated. :o( not such a great start for the morning. surgeons suck.

i stayed up for 24 hours. it's hard not to take some things personally, even at work. i just woke up at 3 am, crashed in bed at 7 pm. nothing would stir me.

i needed that. hours ago, i was lying exposed and vulnerable on the massage table. i usually fall into a trance-like state as the masseuse works his hands on my back. i stayed awake this time. i told him i had a horrible day at work, skipping the details.

"okay, when is he gonna shut up and let me enjoy my massage?"

i thought to myself. until i just gave up and relished the conversation we were having.

there's a pleasure to having long conversations with complete strangers. you dump all your sorrows and grievances, unknowing nor caring about judgment.

you hide behind your computer screen, armed with a keyboard in hand, a mouse in the other . you expose yourself fully to intimate strangers. uncaring about what they might think of you. see the parallel?

intimate strangers.


Friday, June 08, 2007

wax on, wax off.

cleaning my car is strangely therapeutic. i hate cleaning it, but when i get around to doing the precise steps of washing 3 months worth of history, it feels strangely therapeutic.

today was not a particularly good day to whip out the hose and bucket. it was hot. by the end of just the washing part, i was drenched in sweat and i smelled like a wet puppy. but there's something about being in total silence, listening to the splash of water on metal, patting your car gently to dry, waxing wet goop and then waxing it off and seeing your reflection on your shiny new ride... there's something about it that takes you away from the harried pace of life... god forbid you miss a spot and mess up your shiny new thang. devoting total effort and attention to doing the most mundane things, that's what life's all about.

what a ridiculous spin on a much needed chore!


Tuesday, May 01, 2007

i can see you...

i can see your footprints.. so drop me a line, yeah?


everytime i check WaMu and see my bill from the cruise, i am overwhelmed by nostalgia. i could almost smell the sea!

it truly was a wonderful 5 1/2 days with mona and cathy. and yes, some cattiness did ensue but in the end we just had the best time together. three ladies with no other aim but to have pure fun.

day 1: the departure

this day started off rocky. we got to the terminal by 4:30 when the ship was supposed to leave at 5 pm. shoot, darn.

we were on the "no show" list and we could have missed our ship! i am not swimming the cold caribbean waters with my new dress, nah-ah.

ken drops off cathy, while anas and i had the pleasure of mona's company. she was sooo quiet, it was creepy.

so, rushing past check-in with our luggages safely out of hand, we found ourselves on Station 10 - lifejacketless. the safety drill was going on and a hot aussie was giving us instructioins.

i know what he was thinking: these asian girls must have woken up late. tsk, typical.

we finally scurried over to our cabin and was quite pleased. being the grown up i am, ahem, i volunteered to be on the bunk. cat and naina, having weaker stomachs than i do (i think) owned the two otther twin beds. scraming ensued. the good kind. the girly screaming, woohoo, we're finally on a cruise kind. sweetness. this is the life!

soon after a failed attempt to find beautiful men and good buffet lines, we cat napped in our beds, unbeknownst to what laid ahead of us. and adventrure of a lifetime!!

i can feel the rocking, it's moving, it's moving. the waves! we woke up and beelined to the windjammer cafe... mmm, yummy yummy all-around buffet. we ate knowing that cruise lines magically add poundage to even those who claim they have super fast metabolisms. yipee for naina!

after that, we found ourselves exploring the indoor solarium. the pool and jacuzzis inside were made for the chilly days at sea, i assume. and it does get very, very windy... with the blue water the only scene you could appreciate around you... no land. not for miles. not for days.

jailbaits! that's what cathy said when we saw some good looking white boys. jailbaits! dog darn it, no hot men around. only underaged teenagers... so what, we looked like teenagers, yeah?

heading on over to the piano bar in our wet suits, we asked for each a colorful alcoholic concotion! mine was green.. it was called Aggravation. hmmmm...

we ended our night a wee bit early, still a little awkward with the whole cruise thing.. besides a whole day at sea was ahead of us.. the ladies proceeded to rest for the night.

 

 

 

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